When I was twelve years old, my dad passed away of a sudden heart attack. I struggled to understand and express my grief for many years afterward, and art was sometimes my only outlet for grief. I graduated in 2013 with a thesis on “Cultural Expressions of Grief Through Art,” which was published in an online journal that same year. Since then, I have spoken at multiple conferences nationwide and led grief art workshops throughout the Northwest. I am now a practicing artist, teacher and certified Therapeutic Art Life Coach. I created Project Grief so I could help others learn the power of art to heal after experiencing a loss.
One in five children will experience the death of someone close to them by the age of 18 (Kenneth Doka, editor of OMEGA, Journal of Death and Dying)
Talking to a child about death may be one of the hardest things you have to do in life. I conducted a survey in early 2020 about parents’ experiences with helping their children talk about and grieve the loss of a loved one. One respondent’s answer was telling:
[M]y husband, their father, died. Telling my kids was even more painful than his death.
That’s what makes this topic so complicated: along with starting difficult conversations with your children, you yourself may be deep in the throes of grief for the loss of the same loved one.
While I wish there was a way to lessen your pain, I have found several things you can bring into conversations with your kids to make it easier.
As another survey respondent wrote:
Knowing the right language and having guidance on how to talk about death can make the conversation less scary and have confidence the conversation is healthy.
The following tips will do just that – provide guidance that can help you have some structure, as well as some confidence, as you enter the unknowns of these difficult conversations with your children.
DON’T SOFTEN YOUR LANGUAGE: BE DIRECT
We speak of heaven and of illness. We do not use words such as ‘she went to sleep’ … It can be hard at first to be direct, but two years later, we see great fruit from hard conversations – 2020 survey respondent
It can be tempting to soften the blow by softening your language (e.g., he passed away, she went to heaven in her sleep). However, kids don’t necessarily grasp the nuances of adult language. For young children especially, it’s important to use the words “dead” and “death” and then describe what that actually means. For example:
… explain that when someone dies, their body stops working; they can’t eat, talk, feel, etc. That their heart and lungs stop working …” – 2020 survey respondent
My children’s book, Lulu Learns Encouragement, portrays this type of direct conversation in a simple and emotional way. Lulu, the main character, is eight years old. Because this is her first major loss, she needs to know precisely what death means as it applies to her relationship with her Grandma:
Once a child understands the physical reality of death, you can then explain it in terms of your family’s spiritual beliefs regarding what happens after death.
If you’re facing an impending death, you’ve got a good opportunity to be honest with children about a loved one’s prognosis. I know it’s hard to be honest about this. You may be having a hard time accepting their prognosis as well. However, talking about what will happen when the loved one dies, as well as who will take care of them, and then answering their questions, will greatly help them prepare for a loved one’s impending death.
My husband was diagnosed with an aggressive form of cancer in 2016. He died in May 2019. [A]long the way, we worked to be honest with our kids about how serious it was while also not wanting to burden them more than was necessary – 2020 survey respondent
Kids though, take all of their cues from their parents. While I was in a deep traumatic grief, I tried to remain/appear steady for them – 2020 survey respondent
The concept of death is something acquired as a child matures and goes through life experiences. Explaining death using concepts that are either too old or too young for the child may cause more frustration and hurt. It may be helpful to research developmental understanding of death before approaching your conversation with your child.
According to cancer.net, school-aged children (6-12 years old) are able to understand that death is final (i.e., irreversible regardless of what they think, say or do). However, they may still think of the deceased person existing in a changed form, such as a spirit like a ghost, angel or skeleton. “By age ten, [children can] understand that death happens to everyone and cannot be avoided;” that is, they understand the universality of death.
They may be interested in the specific details surrounding the circumstances of a person’s death or what is being done to the body (autopsy, cremation, burial). School-aged children “[m]ay experience a range of emotions including guilt, anger, shame, anxiety, sadness and worry about their own death.” They may also incorrectly assign blame to themselves, thinking they somehow caused the death. Every child will experience grief differently, but some may “[s]truggle to talk about their feelings. Their feelings may come out through behavior such as school avoidance, poor performance in school, aggression, physical symptoms, withdrawal from friends and regression.” In addition, school-aged children “[m]ay worry about who will take care of them and will likely experience feelings of insecurity, clinginess and abandonment.”
In light of this age-centered understanding of death, when talking to a school-age child about death, you may:
- expect to see or hear them talk about the deceased in the form of spirits, ghosts, angels or skeletons.
- expect them to have questions about the cause and circumstances of death.
- reassure them they had no part in the cause of the loved one’s death, nor was there anything they could have done to prevent it.
- affirm that a range of emotions are healthy and acceptable to feel in reaction to the death of a loved one. It could be helpful to share a few times when you’ve felt sad or angry. Knowing an adult has felt this way legitimizes the child’s right to feel that way, too.
- help them understand there are healthy and unhealthy ways to express those feelings. Provide specific examples (“I realize you’re feeling angry that your dad died. It’s okay to feel that way. However, hitting your classmate like you did today is not an okay way to express this anger. I would like you to take five minutes to scribble on this piece of paper, and I’ll check on you after you’re done.”).
Help them know their dad is still with them, loves them and is proud of them – 2020 survey respondent
A child’s sense of security is rocked when a loved one dies. Speaking from my own experience of childhood loss, I know that children will need an abundance of reassurance in the coming weeks and months in order to recover that loss of security.
DON’T say things like:
- “(The deceased) wouldn’t want you to be sad!”
- “We should be happy because they’re in heaven/not suffering now.”
- “We have to be strong for (surviving family members) now.”
- “You’re the man (or woman) of the house now.”
Hopefully, you can detect the cringe-worthy burdens lurking behind these words. While these phrases may have the appearance of reassurance, they only serve to stifle a child’s grief because of an expectation of how they “should” or “shouldn’t” be feeling.
Instead, here are some things you can do repeatedly (keyword!) in conversations with your school-aged child:
- Provide lots of age-appropriate affection. Simply and silently holding a young child or hugging an older one while they cry can be the best way to comfort them.
- Reassure them that while death is a fact of life, you are not going anywhere for a long time.
- Reassure them they will be taken care of should something happen to you (provide details about specific arrangements where appropriate).
- Reassure them that a range of emotions are healthy and acceptable to feel in reaction to the death of a loved one (I’m repeating this one from the above list because it’s important).
LET THEM LEAD
I just try to meet them wherever they are emotionally. If they want to talk, we talk. If they want to cry, we cry. If they want funny stories, we tell funny stories. I have found in my own grief that grief is much more bearable if you’re allowed to talk about it and live in it. So I try to do that for them, too – 2020 survey respondent
It’s commonly said that a child’s ability to cope with trauma or big emotions is their mind’s way of protecting them. Children will tend to express their grief in small spurts rather than in long, drawn out seasons as an adult would. In between these spurts, the child may seem completely fine. According to cancer.net, “a child’s grief may seem to come and go. A child may rarely express his or her grief. This is normal. Your child may also re-experience the intensity of the loss as she grows up.” It’s almost as if the loss needs to be reprocessed with each developmental stage they pass. I’ve certainly found this to be true in my own experience.
DON’T force a child to engage in a grief activity. Have activities such as a trip to the cemetery, a book about loss or a therapeutic art activity ready to go for when they seem to be feeling sad or when they bring up a question. Let the child’s emotions lead you, but don’t be afraid to ask questions either. You might also learn more from an overheard conversation during playtime or their recent drawing of the family.
When the boys were three and five, their brother died as a result of a birth defect … We learned to be more in the moment when it came to grief for them. They would be sad and ask why he had to leave one minute and then be totally okay the next – 2020 survey respondent
WHEN TO SEE HELP
If you are emotionally incapacitated by the loss of a loved one, it can be near impossible to provide the support your child needs It takes so much courage to recognize that you need help. Attending counseling and seeking social support from other trusted adults will help not only you, but your child as well.
Pay special attention to signs that your child may be having an especially difficult time coping with a loved one’s death (healthychildren.org):
- Restlessness or difficulty sleeping
- Low self-esteem or depression
- Persistent lack of interest in their usual activities
- Long-term academic struggles
- Isolation behaviors or loss of friendships
- Risk-taking behaviors (drug and alcohol use, fighting, sexual experimentation)
YOU CAN DO THIS
While you’re the adult in the situation, that doesn’t mean you have to have it all together or provide all the answers. A listening ear, a comforting hug and a willingness to answer questions will go a long way towards helping a child cope with the loss of a loved one.
Remember, you’re allowed to grieve, too. Showing at least some of your grief in front of your children shows them it’s perfectly okay to feel their grief, too. A family that learns to grieve together, no matter how messily, will be able to help each other find strength and hope as they navigate a loss.
Books can be helpful tools for both you and your child. They can be conversation starters as well as give you a tangible reference point for discussing things you don’t have words for (e.g., “Remember how in the book, Grandma lost all of her hair? That’s what will happen to your mom soon.”). If you’re looking for a book that can help you and your child talk about things like death, cancer, hospice or the loss of a grandparent, check out Lulu Learns Encouragement, available October 20, 2020 on Amazon.