This For Now

Chris Brewer was diagnosed with advanced testicular cancer in October 1996 and successfully treated. After a twenty year career in the United States Air Force, he joined the LIVESTRONG staff full time in 2004. Chris also led the Love Hope Strength Foundation and is currently Director of Events for the Davis Phinney Foundation for Parkinson’s. His younger brother, Robin, was diagnosed with Stage 4 stomach cancer in 2005, a rare disease for someone just 40 years old. Despite a valiant effort and a grueling regimen of surgeries, chemotherapy and radiation, Robin passed away in August 2006.

I’m a military man at my core; two decades of that lifestyle will do that to you. So how could this former lifestyle help so much when my younger brother Robin was diagnosed with cancer and given very little chance of survival? We got organized and focused on the mission at hand.

After the initial shock of his news, we understood the gravity of the situation and mobilized our networks to be sure he got the best possible care. Fortunately, the fine folks at Moffitt Cancer Center in Tampa were able to give him the hands-on care he needed. Through my contacts in the cancer community, we were able to make sure we were all on the right track. That whole process lasted over 18 months, with the knowledge that if the cancer recurred, there was little to nothing anyone could do after that.

Black and white photo of Robin. He's wearing overalls and a long sleeve t-shirt. He has an earring in his right ear, a bit of hair under his lower lip and a goatee. His arms are raised above his head and crossed at the elbow

We got that news in July 2006.

Robin was now faced with two scenarios — three to six months of brutal chemo and dying eventually. Or enter hospice now, and let things play out as they would. He chose the latter, noting that he felt this way — yes, he was going down and wanted to kill his cancer in the process.

So what were we as a family supposed to do now? Again, we got organized and focused on the mission. But instead of working for a cure, this time we were doing our best to insure that Robin had the most dignified passing possible.

Chris on the left wearing a black suit and light blue button down shirt. He's holding a drink in his right hand and has a goatee. Robin is in teh middle wearing a black LIVESTRONG t-shirt under a dark gray suit jacket and blue jeans. The word LIVESTRONG is written in yellow across his chest. Their stepfather is on the right. He's also holding a drink and has white hair. His right arm is around Robin, and he's wearing a gray suit and reddish colored tie

Here’s how we did that:

  • We made sure Robin’s affairs were in order … and they weren’t initially. Not a lot of 40-year-olds have their wills, life insurance, etc. up to speed. Getting that taken care of gave everyone peace of mind and let us focus on quality time with Robin.
  • We didn’t shy away from telling people about the situation. We invited them to come and say goodbye to Robin or to just hang out. We also told them how they could help (for example, chores that needed doing) as people wanted to help and didn’t know how. If you are in this situation, tell your friends and family specifically how they can help, and don’t be afraid to tell them what you don’t want as well.
  • We listened to Robin’s desires for the final days and did our utmost to make that happen.
  • We engaged hospice immediately, and they jumped right in. This is a very important part of the process. I have seen people wait until the very end before calling hospice; it doesn’t go well doing this. It’s a marvelous service.

Chris and Robin's mom and Robin. Their mom has white hair and glasses and she's wearing a light gray top and a name tag. Robin is wearing a black suit jacket and a black t-shirt with the word LIVESTRONG written in yellow across it

The final six weeks of Robin’s life were filled with laughter, tears, serious and not-so-serious conversations. Nothing was left unsaid. After Robin died, we made sure that his memorial service and the after party were affairs he would have enjoyed being at because, after all, he helped plan those, too.

Robin with his Trek bike. He's wearing a black tank top and yellow sunglasses. He has a large tattoo on his right shoulder and a yellow LIVESTRONG band on his wrist. He's standing in front of a white door with a silver knob and light wood shelves and work tables in what appears to be the corner of a garage


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