No one knows how truly broken I am.

No one knows my true feelings.

No one knows how I get up every day.

No one knows how hard it is to smile.

No one knows anything about me anymore.

No one knows how dark my brain gets.

No one knows how hard nights are.

No one knows the reason I don’t sleep is I don’t want to wake up feeling the same way.

No one knows that I can’t picture my sons face or hear his voice.

No one knows that I’m afraid to cry.

No one knows I’m tired of being strong.

No one knows how it NEVER gets easier.

No one knows how easy it is to fake emotions and feelings now.

No one knows that my mask has become permanent/

No one knows where I went that painful night.

No one knows me anymore.

No one knows how tired I am of pretending.

NO ONE KNOWS I WANT TO SCREAM AT THE UNIVERSE EVERY MINUTE.